A tough week

So all in all it's been a very tough week this week. In fact I can say that a momentum started last week on the 28th. I have been looking into the planets to see what is about and it seems that Mars is dancing and playing havoc in the sky.

Just when I think I might have the beginnings of things sorted out I feel all mentally cluttered again. A deep part of my psyche wants to have a high level of professional recognition and the positive attributes that accompany such a social position in the world. But I can't help thinking ... where and why and what for?

I feel like my spirit is welling and wants me to clear something else up ... but I don't know what it is?

I have been asking my angels for signs and 2 days running I have had contact with motorbikes. Now a long time ago I actually won a ducatti helmet and I keep thinking ... what is the symbol of a motorbike? Freedom, control? What does it stand for? Being an individual, taking risks? I feel like I have taken a lot of actions that haven't worked out. To what level do a make a change? Obviously for things to change I need to make the change in my behaviours and my actions ... like Ghandi said

"Be the change you wish to see in the world"

What do I want to see and what do I want to be?