Where to begin this exploration of self?

In the last few years I have been on a journey of personal development. I have been to many seminars, retreats and events that have covered a plethora of topics; enlightenment, awareness, meditation, health and wellbeing, trust, thought leadership, finance, business strategy, internet marketing, book publishing, yoga .... I am sure there have been others because for the last few years I have been searching. Searching for ways to get my business off the ground, wondering if my career in brand strategy and design is right for me? My astrological chart says that I am very creative and of course I was creative at school and I did my degree in Visual Communication! However have I lost my creativity in my commercialisation of it? It is a question that I have pondered more than once over the past 5 years and in recent years have of coursed discovered that we have 'inifinite possibilities' and that we are in fact limitless in essence but what about our self? Or in fact our sense of self? What is that all about?

Searching, searching, searching...